Patience and Hip Hop

Patience... a key trait to life. Something that I'll be needing for a little while. A decision made today didn't make me sad at all, surprisingly. In fact, I was very happy. I can't put my finger on it, but I just couldn't be majorly sad. I'm kind of hoping for my future to come by faster. I want to know what it has in store for me.


Hip Hop... a lifestyle. Today going to the NW Hip Hop Convention up in Seattle, I learned a thing or two about hip hop in general. For one thing--thug (True Hip-Hop Under Ground). Didn't think it was originally like that. Other things like hip hop is liberating and that mainstream hip hop is more of like a mask that hides what is the truth. There are artists out there like G.O.W.E. (Gifted On West East), a local talent, who live hip hop, but don't talk about sex, drugs, girls, etc. He raps about the truth and HIS life. I really respect the artist that spoke today. But that's kind of what I saw today in a nutshell.

"The first causality of war is truth."

Hunger Pains

Starvation... I still do not know the true meaning of the word. Today, I only experienced a tiny bit of what many people out in the world are experiencing every single day. I fasted with my church from 9PM Feb 19, 2010 to 9PM Feb 20, 2010. Only allowed to drink clear liquids. I am so fortunate that I have the luxury of being able to eat every single day and satiate my hunger. Not eating made me feel so lifeless. I didn't want to move around and I just wanted to sleep. Once 9PM came by, I was so ravenous. I hope that the prayers of all the needy out there are answered. I also hope that my family is lucky enough to never be put in that kind of situation.

After fasting, me, my brothers, Jerome, and Eric went to watch "Shutter Island". Wasn't really scary. Not that suspenseful. I guessed part of the ending near the beginning of the movie. All-in-all, it was an okay movie. I would say that if you really want to see it, watch it in theaters. If you just want to see it, and could care less when, wait for it on DVD. If that makes any sense. Overall: 7.5/10

Lent

OKAY~ So for the next 40 days, I shall not use my credit card on any sort of fast food. This includes: McDonalds, Taco Bell, Carls Jr., Starbucks, etc. The reason for me doing this is because my dad always complains that I'm using my credit card too much on fast food. This will save me some money, make me a bit healthier, and keep my dad quiet :) HOPEFULLY I DO NOT MESS UP! WISH ME LUCK~

Singles Awareness Day!

Okay so 4 day weekend just passed by! Some of it was bad, some good.
Friday... UGH! I had to watch my grandma. I really love my grandma and all, but I hate when it gets in the way of my social life! I sound really selfish right now, but blah. Oh well, it can't be helped. In the end, I love my grandma no matter what.
Saturday... I actually didn't get to go see the Wonder Girls... Once again, I had to watch my grandma. Plus, my dad took my car to go to work! >:O But whatever, I got to go to Janelle's house and hang out with her and Anna during a Filipino party! :) It made my night because of certain events that happened! x) Nelly, you know what I'm talking about. Hahaha.
Sunday.... SINGLES AWARENESS DAY!~ Sadly, I had no Valentine this year :( but it's okay. There is always next year! I'm a one man wolf pack right now. So if there is any lady wolves out there looking for an alpha wolf... ;) Hahahaha. Kidding. Kind of. Okay so, I ended going to the mall with Allen, then we got lost looking for Pocchi! :D Hahahaha. We ended up going to Youth Group really late, but it's fine.
Monday... Oh, so I went to the mall with Josh today. I ended up getting Nelly's valentine's day gift a day late. (Sorry!) This is just as a friend though :) I eventually decided on getting her a picture of us because she doesn't have a picture of us on her wall. Now she can see me any time she wants :) Afterwards, I went to Anna's measurement party thing for her debut. Even though the debut isn't until July, I'm getting pretty excited for it. Just because part of the Soul Rebelz routine is decided and everyone is getting ready for the debut! :D

All-in-all, my weekend was pretty good.

Blah

So I was supposed to go out, but then I couldn't. I didn't really do anything tonight, but this made my night! xD



Tomorrow I'm gonna go see Wonder Girls with everyone. So hopefully I'll have fun then :)

Remake

So I deleted my last blog because it was full of nonsense and useless things. It sounded like more of a movie thing. Blah! Well I'll actually update this one with problems and such because I need something to vent to without people caring! :)

I'm having girl problems lately! Ugh! Stupid relationships! :( So I've been confused and have been thinking to myself constantly. "Why am I the only one that's thinking so seriously about this?" This question always pops up in my head! I'm glad that I have some friends I can talk to about this. I really don't need this. I guess I should just be satisfied with being single?

Ugh! To add to all this, my computer is busted! So right now I'm just on my dad's laptop. So many bad things happening to me right now. I need to try to be positive so that my life get's better... Help me!

Now some other things to look forward to:
-Wondergirls Meet and Greet
-Emily visiting from SoCal
-Jerome's birthday
-MAP Late Night
-More Oak Harbor trips?
-SATs (Not really looking forward to)

By the way

GO POREOTIX!!!!!!